one really need to be hungry to know his/her creator. This is the whole duty of man. Let us leave pride aside for the bible says in James 4:6 ”But He gives greater grace. Therefore he says: God resist the proud but gives grace to the humble”. So why not humble yourself before God almighty and see what He can do.
He says trust in him with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. Proverbs 3:5 says Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; because your understanding can fail you brethren,so I urge you to look up to Jesus as the author and finisher of your faith. Hebrews 12:2